Mind your own business

What it is
What’s it going to be
The good Lord giveth
And yet He taketh away
I wish you well
My love wasn’t the same
Then i met you
And the sun shone on a rainy day
My heart felt at an instance a friend
A lover
A soulmate
I wasn’t even looking
A happy accident
I’m grateful
I’m so grateful for meeting you
Whatever is
Whatever may be
My heart is open
To you from me
Loves return


Just alright

Here’s something I wrote a very long time ago…

If you had to tell me that you had to
Leave tonight
Well, I guess I’d be just alright
If your touch left me…
If your kisses left flight
Well, I guess I’d be just alright
If my heart you broke and your smiling
Face left my sight
Well, I guess I’d be just alright
If our talks had to stop
To make all of this right
Well I guess I’d be just alright
Well… I don’t wanna be just alright
Without you I don’t want to have
To spend another lonely night
I know I haven’t totally said what I
Really mean
Look into my brown eyes with your greens
The desire is strong… The love is sure
My passion burns… There is no cure
I love you so much
I dream of our next touch
I didn’t know what it was I was missin
How deep and strong a love could
Really be
I don’t want to settle for less
Wondering what if-trying to second guess
I’m not sure what the future holds
Or which path it will lead
I’m not willing with you to part
Can’t imagine us not together
Not giving you my heart
Wanna lay down with you every night…
Wake up in your arms


Digging deep…words of a 20 yr old

My fickleness
My need for change
Temper on occasions
When they don’t understand me when
I’m really goofy!
When I don’t measure, calculate and act
My scar on my cheek
I had more responsibility
I managed my finances better
We didn’t argue
I’d love myself as the way I am
I’d just do it!
I used them to be my strengths

I regret that I made mistakes with M.S.D.
(and no it’s not a drug says my now 39 yr old self)
That I blew off my last semester and half at college
That I probably won’t go back to SAGC
That I can be a very picky person

They’re just historical facts.
They’ve happened.
I can grow and move on.