Hearts desire

“There is one great truth on this planet: whoever you are, or whatever it is that you do, when you really want something, it’s because that desire originated in the soul of the universe. It’s your mission on earth… And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”20110923-124222.jpg

Hearts desire

“There is one great truth on this planet: whoever you are, or whatever it is that you do, when you really want something, it’s because that desire originated in the soul of the universe. It’s your mission on earth… And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”20110923-124222.jpg

My friend

Where is my friend
The one that knows me one of all
Where have you gone
And so far away
My heartbeats quarter time
My nose it searches for your scent
The night draws close
The curtains open wide
As the moon draws upon the ocean tide
My heart is yours
This midnight dance
I rest easy-feather light
My spirit and yours have taken flight.20110921-112317.jpg

Feel it

Head is avoidance.
Instead feel it.
What am I suppose to do?
I know deep inside I know what I’m suppose to do. I will let it out. Come out! Express yourself. Be who you were meant and born to be. You’re so not of this world. Serve the greater good then others will know and receive. The love-let love out. Love all people. Do not judge. I am with you always. We are all part of each other. Until we realize and release and feel all beings as one we will never know true peace. True freedom from loving all beings as one. What if we’re all tiny fragments-tiny fragments of God? Each one of us and we could just see that we are all the same-yet different.
What a choice! We were given a choice. The choice to choose this. Oh my! This is truly amazing.
What am I suppose to do?

Just breathe…

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Confusion

someone is not able to think with his or her usual level of clarity

I feel like I’m not who you want and yet you don’t want anyone else to have me either. Confusion? Yes.

There is a clear distinction between trusting self and not believing what the mind thinks.

My gut? That I trust and know– I love him. I’ve never stopped.

Where lies the confusion one may ask.
I’m only one half to this equation.

What is his gut?
Is he trusting self? Or believing the mind? Allowing doubt to creep.

Will time see us re align?

I love myself and the divine presence I feel surrounding me, within me- all encompassing.

“to thine own self be true”

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Bliss

You will begin to get glimpses -moments of- blissful states of the real nature of the soul-ecstasy!

Taste here and there-then begin to absorb your true self-that is the beginning of absorbing your true self. Taste. Like ocean beyond! But not familiar yet-just glimpses.

St francis was a real monk- he found real true peace.

God is with you ALWAYS.

Open your eyes.
Take steps slowly.

What people follow- don’t try to imitate.
Follow for your OWN self.

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Go beyond Ego

Begin to see beyond your ego.
Ego means monster.
Ego makes a person fully in delusion. When find true nature ego/evil begins to dissolve.
Ego—>head
Not the heart
Right way connect with yourself. You will find when connected with self you can connect with others.
If not with yourself not going to find who you are. Find time to be with yourself alone-meditate.
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Balance

Balance your life.
If no balance in life, people suffer.
Society we live in kind of crazy. Afraid of bad people. Don’t blow up. When balance there is no reaction. Where reaction there will continue to be disturbance. Like with children-if react they will continue to disturb even more.

As you will see the balance in your life you will discover your true nature. Maybe diluted nature. If helping others because you need praise means you’re doing it wrong. Can help- have no expectation. Balance lifestyle. True nature-very quiet? People have a hard time finding their true nature-they’re LOST. Not only risk your life but others lives.
If balance then all goes right and you will find your true nature.

Greatness remains the same in adversity and prosperity.

ie: Mother Theresa found her true nature

Live with a master

Next step to finding self is to live with master. He will teach- one week to ten days learn by observing How he does it. Learn by seeing master. Most masters don’t talk.

I discovered I need and want to connect with the outdoors. Remember when growing up at home and going outside all the time-connecting with nature-helps me connect with myself and create.

Why do people choose to suffer?
Like instruments-trained a certain way. NOT body-train from beginning. Like language, communication. Human instrument best- we misuse it. Subtle bodies inside — travel without external body. Astro body-karmic body. Look at the ants they have no mind. They are strong and dedicated. So strong that when the colony is threatened there are ants that will make a bridge with their bodies for the colony to escape. They will die.
Mind can be used properly -right way.
Karmic body-gathering karma an stores pics of thoughts you think.
Real praise- once connected to self-follow the right track.

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